I get like this every once in awhile, where I don't post anything up here and then I binge blog and post a ton of stuff; funny, huh?
So, I changed my major...again, but good thing I haven't really done anything for it yet, haha. Last year my major was sociology, when I applied again to school for this year, my major was psychology, but then yesterday, I officially declared my major to Communication. I am so excited!!!! And I just can't hide, I can't!!!! I am really looking forward to next semester because a) I'll be taking Communication classes and b) I'll be taking more classes, haha. All this free time is killing me and my friends think that I am crazy, no, they know I am, but now they know what happens when Megan has way too much time on her hands: Homework doesn't get done, which you might think odd, but living in the library does get done, drinking water, eating with friends, basically free for whenever to hang out, but no money. Because if I was taking more classes I would have money? No, but if I was taking 12 credits I could apply for a job on campus, like cleaning out toilets, like Chris does :) Hey, it's better than mucking the stables from way back in the day, horse manure, not a pretty sight; though it smells good, not like perfume good, but like fresh and farmy-like and whole good.
I just feel like my better self, the better, maybe best me. Nah, I don't think I'm there yet. I think I am at my better self right now. Eating lunch ish with Carlee and Chris earlier today and I kept saying stuff, jokes, and who knows what else, and Chris turns to me and says, Megan, you're so bold, I like it. Me too :) It's a good bold, not like the insulting honest bold, but I don't really think that's bold. I think bold has a lot to do with courage. Be courageous enough to tell someone something, being bold, but loving :)
Dictionary.com defines bold like this:
bold
–adjective, -er, -est.
1. not hesitating or fearful in the face of actual or possible danger or rebuff; courageous and daring: a bold hero
4. beyond the usual limits of conventional thought or action; imaginative.
And courage is defined as follows:
cour·age
–noun
1. the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.
2. Obsolete . the heart as the source of emotion. —Idiom
3. have the courage of one's convictions, to act in accordance with one's beliefs, esp. in spite of criticism.
So, even though you may not be able to connect the dots of my random thoughts and ramblings, it is there, you just gotta open your eyes to see it :)
Thus bold and courage go hand in hand, just like two lovers sooo in love <3